Other days he couldn’t bear to go to his job at Fort Polk, La

Other days he couldn’t bear to go to his job at Fort Polk, La

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cheap jordans 6 Overwhelmed with guilt and rage, the 18 year Army veteran became so depressed cheap jordans online that one day he lay on the ground and pointed a pistol at his head. The only reason he didn’t kill himself, he says, is he didn’t want his two daughters to discover him after school. “I couldn’t do cheap jordans china that to my kids,” he says. “I had seen people cheap yeezys with their heads blown off.” cheap jordans 6

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No peace on the battlefields of Iraq and Afghanistan, or in the minds of men and women who fought there. troops who’ve served multiple tours; they’re also among the tens of cheap jordans for sale thousands diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder.

That is not a coincidence. military finds itself straining to maintain a steady flow of troops. More than 2 million men and women have been deployed cheap jordans free shipping to serve in cheap adidas both conflicts, and more than 40 percent of them have served at least two tours, according to military records.

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cheap jordans website legit For these men and women, life becomes a revolving door of war, home, then back to combat sometimes within months as they face the same dangers, the same stresses and the same agonizing separation from family. Some soldiers are gone so often, they’re more comfortable being away. cheap jordans website legit

cheap air jordans 8 “You feel as if Iraq is your home, you feel that’s where you ought to be,” says Justin Taylor, cheap jordans in china who says he suffered a mental collapse after his third deployment to Iraq. cheap air jordans 8

Multiple tours, according to several studies, have been linked to stress, anxiety and PTSD, which is often marked by nightmares, flashbacks, angry outbursts, insomnia and social withdrawal.

buy real jordans cheap “It’s common sense,” says Dr. Judith Broder, founder of The Soldiers Project, which provides free, confidential counseling to returning troops and their families. “The more deployments there are, the greater the danger not just of combat stress but depression.. Virtually everyone comes back with some kind of sleep disorder. Many people also feel alienated and isolated from their family.” buy real jordans cheap

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Serving overseasHe felt he’d been a failure; he believed he hadn’t helped the Iraqis cheap air force or really accomplished anything. He urged his wife, Sheri, to take their two daughters and leave. She refused.

jordan 12 cheap real So Hall would take off by himself some days, hopping on his Harley cheap air jordan and driving 1,000 miles to west Texas, the Oklahoma Panhandle any place, just to get away. Other days he couldn’t bear to go to his job at Fort Polk, La. jordan 12 cheap real

Looking back, Hall can pinpoint the day he cheap jordans shoes realized something was terribly wrong. It was after his first tour, when his family was having dinner at a restaurant and his daughter, Tami, then about 12, refused to touch her steak because sour cream had gotten on it.

nike air jordan for sale cheap Hall began crying. nike air jordan for sale cheap

His family was stunned. So was he.

“What’s wrong with dad?” Tami asked.

cheap jordans size 5 What Hall didn’t reveal was his daughter’s fussiness had dredged up memories of a very poor onlinestorenikefree family in Iraq that would regularly pick up gas for cooking at a propane station he had guarded. Their two girls close to his daughters’ ages were so emaciated their skin hung like loose cloth. cheap jordans size 5

“I could just see the faces of the little girls,” Hall says. “It kept recurring to me. It triggered a feeling of sadness and anger and all kind of emotions.”

cheap jordans from china But suicidal thoughts didn’t surface until after Hall’s second deployment, which was even bloodier and more aimless than the first. “It was like cheap jordans sale we were driving around until we got blown up,” he says. Roadside bombs called improvised explosive devices had become so common that when Hall studied a map of where they’d been found in the last six months, it was one giant red blob, without a hint of road. cheap jordans from china

In the first few months, Hall’s brigade lost more guys than the entire year in his first tour. One day a Humvee under his command ran over a massive IED, blasting a huge crater in the soil, killing two soldiers, seriously wounding another.

cheap jordans australia “I felt shame, absolute shame,” Hall says, recalling how he smoked a pack of cigarettes in 20 minutes and couldn’t sleep for days. “I was suffering from guilt, from the loss. We were having no results. I described it to the psychologist two years later. It was like a complete loss of identity, a loss of ideals and how you think life is or should be.” cheap jordans australia.

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